Time to get back to this

Yeah just realized its been like 5 months ever since i've been on this. Just feelin like people haven't been reading or I've been lazy to write shit. But imma start storing random thoughts and shizz here from now on again. Also I think Imma get a little mini notepad to carry with me to write some thoughts down so I don't lose them, or perhaps its time to invest in a phone with good typing capabilities and memory so I can jot shit in it xD.


Also, I have a job again and I'm working 13 hrs a week, but Imma need to pay a crapload of debt of with my first check and I need to get some gifts for fam. But after that I really want to invest in two pairs of raw selvedge denim, one indigo and one black.

These are the two pairs I would like to work on or buy, anyone wanna get me them as a present lemmie know xD:

http://www.cultizm.com/product_info.php?info=p80_Levi-acute-s-reg--BIG-E-1967-505xx-JEANS-DRY-GOODS-LVC.html

http://www.selfedge.com/shop/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=82&products_id=438


Also people know when I got a job its all good and we gon go out more now right!! SHHHIIITTT you know I got yall back just to have good times!!!

Kapwa.
Much love and respect,
Michael Helms

horrible stastical poem i just made up

Statistical Fail

When we first started I thought the Null Hypothesis equalled 2
Tried a test statistic only to find out the t-score for our survival was 5
With a 99.9% confidence interval that meant our probability to grow was low,
and that's exactly what happened, found out there was evidence for the alternative hypothesis
You became a box plot with low fences and I wasn't able to remain inside because I was an outlier
Now your the mean and i'm like 10 standard deviations away from you
still on the graph but never close enough to touch
Guess I'm above alpha=.05 so im statistically insignificant and I'll never be as close to your,
but at least im still on the graph.

The dog

We were in the kitchen eating mangoes, and i didn't eat the other half so, i gave it to the dog on the floor. She starts eating it and then we joke about Angel being a filipino dog, because she eats adobong and mangoes. Then she threw it up >.< end of story.

dang

why does family argue over money? Its there to burn, we an always make it again. It should never be argued over even if it is being misused. Should help the other person not get mad at them. But whatever.

give and take

A friend of mine said relationships (any relationships not just pertaining to love) is about your willingness to give and take. meaning giving some of your time to hang with your friends, and taking some of their time. I used to give this friend a lot of time, but now its like what about taking? what about the balance? Just to put it plain and simple people get tired of giving when the other person isn't trying to take. LOL idk if that makes sense? get me? whatever, im horrible with metaphors and explanations. Heiwa





Songs:

Asher Roth - Y.O.U. Feat. Slick Rick
Royce 5'9"- Slaughter

ghosts

So there are a lot of thoughts and memories that are haunting me, in the most inconvenient of times. Its like im walking down the street and im listening to my hip hop or alternative, or what have you, and then they sneak up on me and stay for the longest times, and im just like wtf why am i thinking about this or why do these thoughts even come to my mind? It sucks and I hate it. I guess its because i do a lot of walking and transportation and I have a lot of time for my mind to wander and think. But i don't do it intentionally, its just whack.


In other news:

The kanye cover he did for complex is fuckin sick!! Ingenious the photographer for that shit. Got the new issue at borders today. The black and pink air yeezys are the shit!! But i'm not gonna buy them haha.

Songs I'm Feelin:

Keri Hilson Feat. Kanye and Ne-Yo- Knock You Down
Cam'ron- Hate My Job
Guided By Voices-Hold On Hope
Kanye West-Street Lights

dude i totally forgot

Totally forgot what I was going to write, other than the radio plays to many love songs. For reals, damn songs that I can't connect to anymore, only wishing i could have that. Anyways that new Yeah Yeah Yeahs album is the shit! Believe that!!