dang

why does family argue over money? Its there to burn, we an always make it again. It should never be argued over even if it is being misused. Should help the other person not get mad at them. But whatever.

give and take

A friend of mine said relationships (any relationships not just pertaining to love) is about your willingness to give and take. meaning giving some of your time to hang with your friends, and taking some of their time. I used to give this friend a lot of time, but now its like what about taking? what about the balance? Just to put it plain and simple people get tired of giving when the other person isn't trying to take. LOL idk if that makes sense? get me? whatever, im horrible with metaphors and explanations. Heiwa





Songs:

Asher Roth - Y.O.U. Feat. Slick Rick
Royce 5'9"- Slaughter

ghosts

So there are a lot of thoughts and memories that are haunting me, in the most inconvenient of times. Its like im walking down the street and im listening to my hip hop or alternative, or what have you, and then they sneak up on me and stay for the longest times, and im just like wtf why am i thinking about this or why do these thoughts even come to my mind? It sucks and I hate it. I guess its because i do a lot of walking and transportation and I have a lot of time for my mind to wander and think. But i don't do it intentionally, its just whack.


In other news:

The kanye cover he did for complex is fuckin sick!! Ingenious the photographer for that shit. Got the new issue at borders today. The black and pink air yeezys are the shit!! But i'm not gonna buy them haha.

Songs I'm Feelin:

Keri Hilson Feat. Kanye and Ne-Yo- Knock You Down
Cam'ron- Hate My Job
Guided By Voices-Hold On Hope
Kanye West-Street Lights

dude i totally forgot

Totally forgot what I was going to write, other than the radio plays to many love songs. For reals, damn songs that I can't connect to anymore, only wishing i could have that. Anyways that new Yeah Yeah Yeahs album is the shit! Believe that!!

Money Make The World Do Donuts I Wanna See It Spin

Damn, that's just what it feels like right now. You know we talk about hustlers and people trying to make cake. That's exactly what 90% of people in college are doing, working their asses off to get a good ass job, and then there's the liberal arts majors lol. Everyone's trying to make a way I'm trying to do that shit too, but sometimes its like I just wanna quit and join the army or live all bummy for a couple of years, and when I'm older realize like damn, I took that shit for granted what the fuck was I thinking????

Anyways its been a crazy past 2 weeks, just school and then partying on the weekend, but dammit stats is hard for me, but enough of that.

So this was a topic on my mind today, sparked by the fact that right when i went into the restroom, this guy started farting like machine gun farts going 60 mps (that's right people per second). Anyways I was like, hey this is a bathroom, and as such it is a sanctified area right? Right? We should be able to relieve ourselves in some public sphere where, we don't want to be judged right? What better place than the restroom. Also I've noticed a lot of dudes who groan while taking a piss. What are your thoughts on this?? Let me know post a comment or two on it.

I still can't free my mind from some things. I guess its cuz I wanted more, I wanted a shit load more, I wanted to give more and I wanted to feel more. Meh now memories are just shadows and ghost in my brain that won't leave. Its all good though.

The song Hurt by Nine Inch Nails and covered by Johnny Cash, both are equally good, but when I was in high school the Johnny Cash version got me through high school. It was great. Idk how to explain it. LOL but those were some seriously emo times, and the reflection of the people around me only made the situation worse. I hope everyone I know has transcended that old stupid high school drama bullshit , and we're grown enough to know when we need to do the right things.

Anyways, Hot Import Nights was crackin, minus the drift show. Haha announcer tried to get the crowd goin, that was an epic fail, but damn there was some sexy ass girls there.
Also saw Fast and the Furious which was also alright
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Got my teeth removed and im gonna get 2 more in 2 weeks gone as well.

Anyways, if you're reading this and you have to listen to one song, check out Atomosphere-Sunshine. Its a good chill hiphop song about appreciating the day. Heiwa ^____^.