Tuesday, June 24, 2008

One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand

Today was cool went to SFSU for orientation. Looked hella like loner status. Saw Alex and Kelly there, but A) I don't associate with Kelly and B. didn't want to bother Alex. Orientation was hella hella boring jesus christ. All I really needed to do was take my pic, get some people to advise me on prereqs and register for classes but they made us go on tour and crap >.<

After Orientation I went to work.

But yeah taking Japanese Psychology Remedial Math and Regular English. Cheers

US Placers

Man started the day spending 114$ on mi perro again . First time was 200$. Vets rape the pockets of loving animal caring people. But it's understandable because we live in a capitalist country and we all have to profit and prosper somehow right. This is just a minor moment in my stumble of a life. Not only was it expensive but it took a wealth of my time. Supposed to meet up with my friends at the beach by 11 but got there at 2:40 instead. It was ok though cuz we still got to stay for a long time.

THANX EVERYONE FOR STAYING AND WAITING FOR ME. When we got there and you guys didn't complain it made me want to cry cuz dammit you guys are such good friends.

The beach was fun. Indeed it was. Only thing was i pussied out on the jump. Gotta find a way to get my balls back. So after we parted ways with the girls the sausage fest went to eat and then to chen's house. that was fun.

Came home got my shit done for sfsu. You know I like hugging people it feels good and its more personal. Like its leaving a part of yourself with a person. Patty's hugs felt extra nice and warm today. Which was awesome ^_^.

That's all for today. Thanx for reading. Peace *holds the star trek Live long and prosper sign in air*

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Random Thoughts For Random Moments

Im lying down in my room right now finally doing what I've been wanting to do for like the last 5 yrs. of my life: Lie down on a bed while listening to music and typing away on a laptop. Yeah I have many wants in life and I think they're pretty nice and simple nothing to extravagant. Well I guess you could say I am a materialistic man because of my love for technology and sneakers and clothes. But I'm not obsessed with it. I don't let it rule my life. I'm not one of those dudes who get's emo because they can't get clothes or keep it on my mind forever. I do admire what people wear sometimes and give them props. Ok enough of that.

I'm particularly feeling these lyrics from Heard Em Say(Kanye West) right now because it feels like this at my point in life.
[Chorus (Adam Levine)]
Uh, And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.
(ooooooooo)
And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.
(Nothing's ever promised tomorrow today.)
But we'll find a way
(And nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts but it may be the only way)

[Kanye]
They say people in your life are seasons,
And anything that happen is for a reason,
And niggas guns a clappin and keep to squeezin',
And Gran (Grandma) keep prayin' and keep believin',
And Jesus and one day that ya see him,
Till they walk in his footsteps and try to be him,
The devil is alive I feel him breathin',
Claimin' money is the key so keep on dreamin',
And put them lottery tickets just to tease us,
My aunt Pam can't put those cigarettes down,
Now my lil cousin smokin those cigarettes now,
His job trying to claim that he too niggerish now,
Is it cuz his skin blacker than licorice now?
I can't figure it out...
Im Stickin around....

A lot of people are gonna be leaving. And I never thought about it until now but it was like DAMN!! People in your life are seasons. They come and go. They can come back and go again. Some are enjoyable and some aren't.

On a happier note I made 10$ in tips today!! yaaahh tahh!!(or whatever chun li says) for me ^_^. Im saving up for these: http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?skuId=8460337&st=shure+110&lp=1&type=product&cp=1&id=1184369372632
They're supposed to be more durable than bose headphones and better with sounds. Only downside is a little less bass but im not a bass head (some people will get that). Thanks for reading the blog PEACE *holds up the star trek live long and prosper sign*

Friday, June 20, 2008

Amazing Stuff Today. Not Really

Life is fleeting. It is short. The last generation can last 100 yrs but most or the average are only living till 89. I wonder how that feels in your last moments. Sometimes it feels like you have a lot to live for and sometimes it feels like there isn't much to living just mating raising your spawn and then dying. Let the cycle rinse and repeat. Then there are times when its like MAN LIFE FEELS GOOD IM REALLY GLAD I WAS THE FAST SPERM TO GET INTO THE EGG!! Wow im repeating myself. But yeah the human body is really great and its really fragile.

I was randomly talking to this customer and I was like its hot out man. I gotta invest in some sunblock or else imma get skin cancer. And she was like yeah you should. My husband died from skin cancer caused by the sun. THAT SHIT TOTALLY BLEW ME AWAY. Its crazy. Iono. Well I can't think much cuz my brain feels baked. Peace and remember that after a crappy night. There's always a better day after

Friday, June 13, 2008

Dang

It's hard to post everyday. Well not really. Consistancy breeds results and obviously my spelling isn't consistant. I live by that philosophy though. I want to go watch Hulk but I don't have money and I don't want to hear the "You have a job and you don't have money" line like everything is simple and gravy. Enough with the negativity though. You know that Vitamin C song graduation i remember listening to that when i was little and it was such a feel good song but it kinda makes me emo now haha. But yeah today was a good day. Got to vibe with my coworkers in a more positive way. I also found out about customer complaints but its all good.

DAILY STATS: NO WORK OUT AND A LOT OF FAT FAT FAT AND CALORIES TODAY. NO BUENO!!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Random post for the day

I love this song ^_^:

You've Got Her In Your Pocket-The White Stripes http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sz90QvjL0Fo if you wanna listen.



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You've got her in your pocket
And there's no way out now
Put it in the safe and lock it
'cause it's at home sweet home

Nobody ever told you that it was the wrong way
To trick a woman, make her feel she did it her way
And you'll be there if she ever feels blue
And you'll be there when she finds someone new
What to do
Well you know

You keep her in your pocket
Where there's no way out now
Put it in a safe a lock it
'cause it's home sweet home

The smile on your face made her think she had the right one
Then she thought she was sure
By the way you two could have fun
But now she might leave
Like she's threatened before
Grab hold of her fast
Before her feet leave the floor
And she's out the door
'cause you want

To keep you in my pocket
Where there's no way out now
Put it in a safe a lock it
'cause it's home sweet home

And in your own mind
You know you're lucky just to know her
And in the beginning all you wanted was to show her
But now you're scared
You think she's running away
You search in your hand for something clever to say
Don't go away
'cause I want


To keep her in your pocket

Monday, June 9, 2008

Good Day

Today was a good day. Got to chill with the friends and watch movies. To bad we didn't get to the action scenes when I left to pick up my brother and go to work. But alas!! I HAVE A TRIUMPH KOA LET"S ME HOLD HER NOW!!! See sniffing and force holding to show you're not bad works ^_^. At work today I made 15$ in tips ^_^ I can use that to get my dog checked up tomorrow. I have a lot to be grateful for in life right now.

Weight Stats:
Cereal bowl Cocoa Crisp:600 Cal
Chicken Katsu like a mini and Taro With Tap:1200 Cal
Iced Tea w sugar and lemonade:240 cal
Triple Cheese and Portabella 1/3 lb burger: 700 cal
2740 cal
Jogging 30 min at 8.5 mph:600 cal
2740-600=2140 for my cal intake today. Need to eat a little less and stay at a consistant 1700 cal on my daily intake. Other than that still a little less then what I needed today.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Pretty Ordinary Day

My dad and lil bro left back to Ohio today. I just said bye and hugged em. I was like to tired to care or something. Sad to admit that eh. Went to work at 11 and got stacked in ones for tips. Swear should've gone to the strip club or something. Then after that went home and then worked out. Starting to get my priorities straight now too. I don't want to be to specific and explain that. Also imma use the blog as a personal journal for my daily stats on working out and eating. So after my talks it'll say daily stats and you don't have to read about my whale killing if you don't want to ^_^ Peace.

DAILY STATS:
Food: Subway Footlong veggie Sub with sw sauce and sweet onion=1200 cal
Cup of Chedder Broccoli Soup and Toast=500 cal
Vanilla malt milkshake=700 cal
Total:-2400 cal (today this was a rough guestimation)
Workout:
Lift weights:40 cal( didn't do to many reps)
Jogging at 7.03 min/mile for 30 min=600 cal
2400-600=1800
Not bad today. I'm trying to stay consistant everyday and I'm focusing on improving how fast I run at longer speeds. Right now im sticking to 8.5 mph for 30 min a day and im doing 4 miles a day. I used to do 5 at a slower speed so I also need to get back to that level.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Good Day

Despite some crappy stuff today was a good day. ^_^ Went to Sea Bowl to bowl and it was awesome getting an all time high score of 39/300. So damn proud of myself. It was funny too cuz everyone was just having fun and my dad made it a point to get the highest scores.

Oh at work today there's new girl Anna(17) who's my managers niece and she's so dorky it's funny. She messed us up a couple of times but that's ok cuz she's a n00b and she isn't to bad for one. Learning quite fast about the fuddruckers force she is. But still some minor faults to get my manager mad.

Last word of advice: never go to the flea market on a weekday or friday. 3/4 shops aren't open because everyone goes on the weekends. Learned that the hard way today. Now that im done i have to sleep to the sweet rhythmic sounds of my 3 month old puppy's snoring. Peace
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Thursday, June 5, 2008

Graduation Day and New Blog

So this sounds dorky but I just graduated and imma start this blog finally. Been meaning to do it for awhile now but i never got to it. It was gonna be an account of my weight gains and losses and talk about what went on in the day or my deep passionate thoughts. Ok that's a lie anyone who knows me knows that I don't have deep passionate thoughts.

But yeah I thought graduation was nice today. It's the happiest I have felt in a long time, especially after realizing all the love i had and the love for those around me. The hugs and the immense feelings of relief, being welcomed, love and once again the relief. Many people were happy today because A. They worked their asses off b. Done with high school drama and C. Because 4 yrs of our lives devoted to Jefferson are finally done. I want to explain that more but i can't. Instead I'll rant about how disappointed I was when the speakers talked about the "real world". What is the definition of the real world? When you go out and expand your horizons or when you get a job? A lot of people have already been living the real world and if you think about it we've been living it to. High school is a job, its your duty to learn. There's just something about that real world statement that seems false to me. Like it seems people who say that have been living a dream or haven't worked hard for the past couple of years to understand what life truly is. Ok instead of no homo its no emo. Im done with that rant.

Anyways my dad got me a new laptop!! WOOT DAD FTW!!!!. Then we got a router so imma kick some ass on xbox live or get my ass handed. But first imma enjoy my time on FFIII for the DS.

CONGRATS CLASS OF 08 WOOT WOOT!!